Lost and Wandering
Have you ever been in a position where something in your life is just 'off', or even wrong, and you want so desperately to fix it but yet you can't seem to move your foot to take that first step? Or is that just me?! I haven't updated my blog in ages. Part of that is because I really have been busy, part is because I haven't had the motivation to do so, and part of it is because I've been afraid to be truly transparent with you. You see, right now in my life I am struggling. I am fighting an internal battle that I don't fully understand, which makes it difficult to express and explain to all of you. My heart and my soul are screaming, desiring, begging me to indulge in a deeper relationship with my Creator. Longing to go back to the woman I once was. The woman who first sought after God, and everything else fell into place surrounding that. The problem and the very thing stopping me from getting there is me. Me and every factor living under t...